LOVE in Loud & Silent Conflicts
Hello my beautiful Friends
in Charity,
Everywhere I looked this
year there were conflicts between
Families & Families,
Families & Relatives,
Husbands & Wives,
Parents & Children,
Employers & Employees,
Landlords & Tenants,
Richest & Poorest,
Girlfriends &
Boyfriends,
Old friends
& Charity Friends.
I wrote this for you and
I Pray Pray
Pray it will bring you
Faith in GOD for Peace in
Heart to Heart for Peace...
When we are alone
We start thinking about
ourselves and then we feel a lack of Love.
We want to go Travel, but
we are alone. Everything becomes lonely.
Our hearts feel and give us
ideas to do beautiful things and use kind words but then We
get overwhelmed and confused by our thoughts, emotions and baggage.
THEN
When we see the one we
love, everything is NOT quite the same way we thought and felt before.
When we are alone we have
more LOVE. Somehow we think and feel different.
We cannot put the two
together from our end or theirs.
We want our work to be
fully successful with absolutely no compromise,
We want the toilet paper
one way and he/she wants it the other way,
We say things we don’t
mean, we mean things we don’t do.
We are always late in
everything and keep our loved ones waiting years after years,
BUYING time we lost when
our loved one was forgotten, mistreated, annoyed, or offended… Because we forget the COST.
Everything I say is RIGHT,
everything you say is WRONG.
Blindly assumptions,
expecting - expectations of LESS responsibility and MORE understanding or
forgiveness.
Big bang
inside, from BOTH sides.
Our LOVE gets into Loud
& Silent Conflicts.
We cannot take off with all
of our baggage the way we want to FLY.
Neither Sit
Down or FLY with others
Not only can we not
communicate, mayday, mayday.
Spirits get emptied,
Thoughts give up,
All Hopes collapse in the
air,
Hearts Crash in
the FIRE.
Tears fall.
Gray Clouds, Rain Rain Rain
Bridges fall
Walls up
Closed Doors
Darkness
Just Silence
Then it HURTS SO MUCH. And
everyone can only think of one thing,
I AM TIRED OF THIS.
When it is too late we
realize and we wish, We hadn’t
tried to FLY, YET.
Our controversial thinking,
theory and intentions are
exhausted with our inability to deliver our Hearts, NO MORE.
THEN
In all of the
Darkness Loud & Silent Conflicts and Suffering.
There is ALWAYS a little
Light that shines true,
IF I ONLY BELIVED.
This little Light gets
bigger and much brighter like SUNSHINE,
The Sunshine that moves
Red Clouds and Rain
It overcomes walls, to
build Bridges to
an OPEN Doors that No one can shut. - Revelation 3.8
&
FAITH in LOVE
That
IF I ONLY BELIVED.
“What no eye has
seen,
what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”
the
things GOD has prepared for those who love him — 1 Corinthians 2:9
Then I see HOPE &
Miracles and I keep praying ‘Dear GOD please let me hang on to this light
more’. Because it keeps me close to the people I LOVE.
In God We Trust
LOVE, ABBAS
April,
2011